love each other or one-sided love or forbidden love ? 

anything can happen .. sama la mcm yg aq tgh alami sekarang nihh .. ya allah , ini ke yg terbaik untuk aku ? apa yang aku boleh buat hanya lah berdoa pdNYA .. hanya ALLAH je yg tahu mcm mana kelirunya hati aku sekarang nihh .. apapun aku still bersyukur sbb ada org care psl aku .. thxx :-* thx to all my buddies , family and my special cousin .. for my cousin, , do ur best .. i know what u wanna be , and i hope u can achieve what u want .. u know what , for me , u just like someone that i had fallen in love before ..idk how i wanna tell it ..but u are the only person that i can't describe .. idk how to describe about you , bcoz whenever i think bout u , my mind totally blank .. i'm afraid to tell what is that feeling right now .. i'm totally afraid ,, i can't believe what i feel right now ,, i dont know how to say it .. i mean , when he mentions bout someone else , i will get jealous .. damn fuck ! aq sendiri tak phm knpa ngn diri aku nihhh .. aq try nk loss contact ngn dia tapi aq tak bolee :( totally , dia dh wt aq keliru 100 % and aq dh tak nk larikan diri ok…maybe aq kena paksa diri aku untuk loss contact ngn dia jgak .. dh tak de cara lainnn .. ok aq tak taw nk ckp macam mana ... i dont know ! totally ! oh myyy ! dulu masa aq suka fadhil , x de pon smpai mcm nihhh .. what happen to me ?! oh goshhh :( plezzz , i dont want fall in love with my own relative .. i know he very kind to me , dia bole dapat lagi baik dari aku taw .. bole cari lagi cantik dari aku .. so , nasya , just let it go ! >_< 

off phone , deactive fb , kau bukak bila ade hal penting je .. bole ? huhu .. aq takotttt ! :'( nak nangis bila ade kat situation mcm nihhh >_<