Something Like Thisss !

I hope i can buy thisss ! it's so gorgeous ! :3 or somebody wanna buy it for me ? ngeeee :D

I will miss you

you're the only one, buruk mana pon perangai kau, aku accept sbb kau kawan aku , bila kau dh jauh ngn aku, aku risau kawan , sape nak care pasal kau lagii , sape lagi yang nk kisah psl kau? i'm worried.. just like i said, dekat mulut aku ckp ''it's okay'' hakikat kat hati , aku sedihh :'(

kau dh bnyk tolong aku, dh bnyk sngt .. it's been 3 years kita kawan .. kau sedih, aku pon sedih, kau dh mcm adik-beradik aku jugak , aku risau kalau aku kehilangan org yang aku syg lagi sekali , ottokhae??

aku always doakan kau , sorry kalau aku ada ckp belakang psl kau, aku tak tau la nk ckp mcm mana, 

lepas kes tahun lepas, kau betul2 dh tak cerita apa2 psl aku kat org lain, kau betul2 jaga aib aku , 

tapi aku tak penah percaya kat kau , ''soryy''.. itu je yang mampu aku ckp , i'm really sorry, kau betul2 trully frend , we always share our happiness,sadness together .. i'm really happy with you.. thx .. after everything clear , u had to leave me , for me '' it's okay because u always in my heart '' kita senang, susah bersama , thx for everything :')

the precious thing yg aku bagi kat kau, hope kau jaga betul2 ,and aku pon akn appreciate brg yg kau bgi kat aku,
that's our friendship symbol :') 

I HATE YOU,I MISS YOU,I LIKE YOU AND LASTLY, I LOVE YOU MY BFF FOREVA :')

hello, wassup there ! huhu .. hari rabu ni periksa sejarah but the prob is aku tak study ape pon agyy .. haha gila kan aku nihh? mmg cri psl betull,, actually, sejarah for me susah.. apehal aku amik ringan jew ? aigooo 

>,< hurmm kwn aku lain mesti tgh struggle gila2 kan? huhu 3 aryy tak study ape2 ponn .. igtkan nak study hari khamis lps but, sedara sepapat nk dtg , so, aku mls la nk bukak buku time tuhh ..

huhu .. jap agyy baru aku bukak buku sejarah.. tapi tak taw nk start dr mana .. hahahaha .. rasa mcm nak putus asa je , tapi tak bole, aku kena kuatkan semangat jugak.. huhu.. bkn sebab ape, bila nk study emosi ni selalu wat hal .. lama2 aku rasa fed up .. kan bgus kalau aku betul2 tak de perasaan .. hehe ..but,kita kena bersyukur la dgn ape yg kita ade right? huhu so, i hope u guys doakan saya boleh belajar dgn tenang ^_^ v

sayang awak semua :*

After Kenduri :3

Hai assalamualaikum , aku bosan laa.. sekali sekala teringin nk buat muka mintak penampar .. hahaxx :*

sume gambar aku .. haha .. nasya suka amik gambar nasya sendiri XP macam bangang je macam bangang je XP itu lahh nasya ..hahaha :P 

love each other or one-sided love or forbidden love ? 

anything can happen .. sama la mcm yg aq tgh alami sekarang nihh .. ya allah , ini ke yg terbaik untuk aku ? apa yang aku boleh buat hanya lah berdoa pdNYA .. hanya ALLAH je yg tahu mcm mana kelirunya hati aku sekarang nihh .. apapun aku still bersyukur sbb ada org care psl aku .. thxx :-* thx to all my buddies , family and my special cousin .. for my cousin, , do ur best .. i know what u wanna be , and i hope u can achieve what u want .. u know what , for me , u just like someone that i had fallen in love before ..idk how i wanna tell it ..but u are the only person that i can't describe .. idk how to describe about you , bcoz whenever i think bout u , my mind totally blank .. i'm afraid to tell what is that feeling right now .. i'm totally afraid ,, i can't believe what i feel right now ,, i dont know how to say it .. i mean , when he mentions bout someone else , i will get jealous .. damn fuck ! aq sendiri tak phm knpa ngn diri aku nihhh .. aq try nk loss contact ngn dia tapi aq tak bolee :( totally , dia dh wt aq keliru 100 % and aq dh tak nk larikan diri ok…maybe aq kena paksa diri aku untuk loss contact ngn dia jgak .. dh tak de cara lainnn .. ok aq tak taw nk ckp macam mana ... i dont know ! totally ! oh myyy ! dulu masa aq suka fadhil , x de pon smpai mcm nihhh .. what happen to me ?! oh goshhh :( plezzz , i dont want fall in love with my own relative .. i know he very kind to me , dia bole dapat lagi baik dari aku taw .. bole cari lagi cantik dari aku .. so , nasya , just let it go ! >_< 

off phone , deactive fb , kau bukak bila ade hal penting je .. bole ? huhu .. aq takotttt ! :'( nak nangis bila ade kat situation mcm nihhh >_<  

     

MISS SOMEONE??


How many time i tell you that i miss you.. how many time must i tell you that i always love you but our love cant long last..we are meant to be friend not as a lover .. i miss u so muchh..




Now my heart to love you is no longer with you..i always remember you when i feel lonely..for your information,its so burden for me..GOD,thank you for this feeling .. i really appreciate this.. :) even you not
longer in my heart , i always remember you..my love for you was gone since i realize something about you..



Its really hard for me to replace you..even i have someone that i love after you but he cant replace you forever..i had heart broken for two times..i really cant think properly now.. maybe i should stop to love someone for my sake and others sake..last hope from me to you.. i hope i can forget these two men
that always in my mind .. sorry for all my mistakes and goodbye my crush .. miss you always :*



-TRULY NASYA-
-I LOVE YOU :*-

This is Amril.. my friend.. haha .. birthday dia 20 mei.. same with my sister .. amril, nice to know you .. :)

Dh dpt hadiah tu nanti jgn la nk comment mcm2 ok! hehe..hadiah aq tu x seberapa pon.. k enjoy you day .. :*

-truly nasya-

                     MY TRULY FRIEND

Assalamualaikum J

Hmm dh lame aq x bukak blogger nii..hehe .. dulu aq wt blogger ni mcm diary aq but bila aq pk2 blik..rse cm bahaye lakk.. bukan sume leh luahkan kt blogger kan?

Ok its already 2013.. tadaa!! Dh bulan 5 daa.. and dh cukup 5 bulan lebih ibu meninggal..hmm .. (sorry ,,touching jap..but socayy I can handle my own life without any prob) J

Firstly, I want to say that I have new best friend.. he is the one that we always called him GORGEOUS.. emm sape lagi kalaw x Amril namanya J

Actually aq dh kwn ngn dia dr thun lepas .. first2 nmpk dia , aq nmpk pelik ckit esp cara dia ketawa..haha serius aq terkejut gila..but lelama aq ok! Haha for me seronok la kwn ngn amril .. cz dia jenis tak kesah..emmm wait! Dia jenis kesah jgak..and agak CEREWET! Hehe (bianeo amril)

For me, terlalu awal untuk anggap amril sebagai bezfriend, cz ..(emm terlebih dahulu aq nk mtak maaf kt amril..amril I’m so soorryyy!) ..aq takot something yg sama akn happen kt aq lagi.. mcm dulu, aq secara x sengaja tersuka kt z..act 2 masalh besar untuk aq cz aq ngn z bf..then aq suka dia.. kelemahan aq ialah aq x leh rapat cgt ngn dak lelaki, sbb aq mudah utk jatuh cinta ngn lelaki.. hmm that’s why bila amril ckp aq ni bf dia , aq agak terkejut jgak..

But I trust myself , satu2 nya jln untk aq handle ni..first I have to put someone in my heart ..and aq terpaksa guna capF .. act aq dh x suka F, sejak aq start suka capZ ..but time tu keadaan memaksa aq untk guna F untuk lupakan Z and elakkan diri dr mencintai org laen .. and syukur sangat2 ..cara tu amat berkesan..

Aq happy cz aq dpt kwn ngn Amril tanpa apa2 problem and x ade gangguan perasaan .. hmm.. aq harap friendship aq ngn Amril akn long last..but aq rse x kowtt..haha (adelah reasonnyee ..heeee ;) ) aq happy coz wt pertama kalinya ade org yg sudi nk dgr prob aq .. kalo ade owg laen yg penah aq share prob ngn dia, diorg just dngr jee.. but him..emm I can trust him..act ade perbezaan antara org laen ngn dia bila aq share some probb.. that’s why aq selesa ngn dia..

Ouh dh terlanjur sebut psl capF .. hmm aq act lega cz aq dh x suka dia..but kadang2 kalo nmpk dia ngn gf dia lalu dpn aq, aq terpaksa pndg tmpat laen.. hmm aty cepat betul terluka.. but socayyy someone said to me I have to be brave.. and I will ! hehe thx beb!

Hmm kekadang aq risau gak cz kita x taw apa akn jdi lps ni.. for F , hope kaw hanya CINTA kt perempuan yg akn jdi ISTERI kaw .. BUKAN GIRLFRIEND kaw! Aq bkn jealous relay kaw ngn z tu but aq tengok kaw ngn dia terlalu exicted cgt..bahaya oww! Nnti kesedihan menanti anda! Aq bkn nk busybody but korg terlalu nk menonjol cgt..hello ! org laen leh couple senyap2 but kaww..hmm no comment! Memang maked yawww!

For z, aq agak sedih arr jgak ..lps mak aq meninggal , aq nk kaw always bgi kata2 semangat kt aq cz kaw yg anggap aq ni bf kaw so that’s why laa …but… …. Hmmm , aq tunggu je bila kaw nk call, mcg aq.. but haram x de ponnn ( sedih aq!)  but socayyy laaa.. maybe betul apa yg arwah mak aq ckp .. maybe kepercayaan aq pd dia akn hilang..and now ia dh pon berlaku hmm aq patot dgr ckp mak aq dr dulu agyyy .. socayy even dia ngn aq dh x rapat agyy , we still friend and aq dh ade bf bru..

For capA, hey friend! You must happy always..hidup kena chill.. plezz jgn stalk dak tu agyy..ehem2 aq bknnye ape.. cara kaw mengingatkn aq kt F.. that’s why laa.. so kalo selama ni kaw ckp aq ni x phm kaw,act aq phm.. but aq ade reason sendiri.. yeahh! Memang betul, bkn sume leh phm perangai aq and bukn sume gak leh phm perangai kaw tuuu… kekdang aq risau gak bila kita gaduh , hmm kaw ckp aq ni cpt touching, act kaw pon same je 2x5 ngn aq.. hurhhh! But lps ni kalo kita gaduh..k fine aq mengalah dulu cz kalo aq x mengalah ..susah jdi nya.. aq x nk perang besar ngn kaw plak.. and lgi satu aq nk ckp b4 mak aq meninggal , dia ade pesan kt aq yg kaw tu baek bgi dia and bole dipercayai .. I believe what my mom said.. so, aq harap aq leh percaya kaw, and kaw leh percaya aq..ok!

Emm bday kaw pon dh nk dekat..tinggal berapa ary je lgiii.. hppy birthday for you! Bday kaw sama ngn bday adek aq! Haha! So,, disebabkan thun ni last year, something yg kaw x jangka akn berlaku..wait ok! Emm act kaw dh taw ponn apa benda tuu.. hehe .. hmm aq x happy ngn something yg aq nk bgi 2.. but bila kaw ckp something yg menyedapkan aty aq, fuhhh lega aq,, hehe ..

Lastly,thx for being my friend .. sayang kaw !hehe :*

Your cutie friend,

Nasya J