MY TRULY FRIEND

Assalamualaikum J

Hmm dh lame aq x bukak blogger nii..hehe .. dulu aq wt blogger ni mcm diary aq but bila aq pk2 blik..rse cm bahaye lakk.. bukan sume leh luahkan kt blogger kan?

Ok its already 2013.. tadaa!! Dh bulan 5 daa.. and dh cukup 5 bulan lebih ibu meninggal..hmm .. (sorry ,,touching jap..but socayy I can handle my own life without any prob) J

Firstly, I want to say that I have new best friend.. he is the one that we always called him GORGEOUS.. emm sape lagi kalaw x Amril namanya J

Actually aq dh kwn ngn dia dr thun lepas .. first2 nmpk dia , aq nmpk pelik ckit esp cara dia ketawa..haha serius aq terkejut gila..but lelama aq ok! Haha for me seronok la kwn ngn amril .. cz dia jenis tak kesah..emmm wait! Dia jenis kesah jgak..and agak CEREWET! Hehe (bianeo amril)

For me, terlalu awal untuk anggap amril sebagai bezfriend, cz ..(emm terlebih dahulu aq nk mtak maaf kt amril..amril I’m so soorryyy!) ..aq takot something yg sama akn happen kt aq lagi.. mcm dulu, aq secara x sengaja tersuka kt z..act 2 masalh besar untuk aq cz aq ngn z bf..then aq suka dia.. kelemahan aq ialah aq x leh rapat cgt ngn dak lelaki, sbb aq mudah utk jatuh cinta ngn lelaki.. hmm that’s why bila amril ckp aq ni bf dia , aq agak terkejut jgak..

But I trust myself , satu2 nya jln untk aq handle ni..first I have to put someone in my heart ..and aq terpaksa guna capF .. act aq dh x suka F, sejak aq start suka capZ ..but time tu keadaan memaksa aq untk guna F untuk lupakan Z and elakkan diri dr mencintai org laen .. and syukur sangat2 ..cara tu amat berkesan..

Aq happy cz aq dpt kwn ngn Amril tanpa apa2 problem and x ade gangguan perasaan .. hmm.. aq harap friendship aq ngn Amril akn long last..but aq rse x kowtt..haha (adelah reasonnyee ..heeee ;) ) aq happy coz wt pertama kalinya ade org yg sudi nk dgr prob aq .. kalo ade owg laen yg penah aq share prob ngn dia, diorg just dngr jee.. but him..emm I can trust him..act ade perbezaan antara org laen ngn dia bila aq share some probb.. that’s why aq selesa ngn dia..

Ouh dh terlanjur sebut psl capF .. hmm aq act lega cz aq dh x suka dia..but kadang2 kalo nmpk dia ngn gf dia lalu dpn aq, aq terpaksa pndg tmpat laen.. hmm aty cepat betul terluka.. but socayyy someone said to me I have to be brave.. and I will ! hehe thx beb!

Hmm kekadang aq risau gak cz kita x taw apa akn jdi lps ni.. for F , hope kaw hanya CINTA kt perempuan yg akn jdi ISTERI kaw .. BUKAN GIRLFRIEND kaw! Aq bkn jealous relay kaw ngn z tu but aq tengok kaw ngn dia terlalu exicted cgt..bahaya oww! Nnti kesedihan menanti anda! Aq bkn nk busybody but korg terlalu nk menonjol cgt..hello ! org laen leh couple senyap2 but kaww..hmm no comment! Memang maked yawww!

For z, aq agak sedih arr jgak ..lps mak aq meninggal , aq nk kaw always bgi kata2 semangat kt aq cz kaw yg anggap aq ni bf kaw so that’s why laa …but… …. Hmmm , aq tunggu je bila kaw nk call, mcg aq.. but haram x de ponnn ( sedih aq!)  but socayyy laaa.. maybe betul apa yg arwah mak aq ckp .. maybe kepercayaan aq pd dia akn hilang..and now ia dh pon berlaku hmm aq patot dgr ckp mak aq dr dulu agyyy .. socayy even dia ngn aq dh x rapat agyy , we still friend and aq dh ade bf bru..

For capA, hey friend! You must happy always..hidup kena chill.. plezz jgn stalk dak tu agyy..ehem2 aq bknnye ape.. cara kaw mengingatkn aq kt F.. that’s why laa.. so kalo selama ni kaw ckp aq ni x phm kaw,act aq phm.. but aq ade reason sendiri.. yeahh! Memang betul, bkn sume leh phm perangai aq and bukn sume gak leh phm perangai kaw tuuu… kekdang aq risau gak bila kita gaduh , hmm kaw ckp aq ni cpt touching, act kaw pon same je 2x5 ngn aq.. hurhhh! But lps ni kalo kita gaduh..k fine aq mengalah dulu cz kalo aq x mengalah ..susah jdi nya.. aq x nk perang besar ngn kaw plak.. and lgi satu aq nk ckp b4 mak aq meninggal , dia ade pesan kt aq yg kaw tu baek bgi dia and bole dipercayai .. I believe what my mom said.. so, aq harap aq leh percaya kaw, and kaw leh percaya aq..ok!

Emm bday kaw pon dh nk dekat..tinggal berapa ary je lgiii.. hppy birthday for you! Bday kaw sama ngn bday adek aq! Haha! So,, disebabkan thun ni last year, something yg kaw x jangka akn berlaku..wait ok! Emm act kaw dh taw ponn apa benda tuu.. hehe .. hmm aq x happy ngn something yg aq nk bgi 2.. but bila kaw ckp something yg menyedapkan aty aq, fuhhh lega aq,, hehe ..

Lastly,thx for being my friend .. sayang kaw !hehe :*

Your cutie friend,

Nasya J